well...quite a long time since i have seen this screenbut why am i not being surprised abt it*is it too melodramatic to happen or is it justthat its not supposed to be happenin with me..i m not getting the responses i wantand its not because of just "that"but maybe i might be thinking wrong about it...i...
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
well...today was Ppl centered fun...not centered though...but cornered i guess..haha..well i know thats lame...but cant really help it...lolhaha the day was quite ok lahno jinxes..no curses... for me...I WISHwell got a lot of instanceswhereby it was like VISIBLE andi pretended to be my mysterious MR....
Monday, October 22, 2007
hahahahahahwooohoooyipeeeeeehahahahaam enjoying it....dont ask me wad,...i like this game....really dokeeps you connected...in some ways or the other....on the serious side...thats all i want...just that connection....moderated from the other side....but strongest from my port...thats wad friends really...
Saturday, October 20, 2007
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahi cant stop laughing.....making references can be funpuhleez do not think writing all this crap for youhahahahahgot a sad side too....but i know whats gonna happenso i better KEPT it to me...lolhahawellsomething hurtful....but definitely...
Friday, October 19, 2007
well it cant get any better than thisyou feel as if you are going towards the correct road....and suddenly in the middle of nowhere you realise that nothing is right.... wthi just cant seem to forget it....i dont knowit happened so suddenly...wthi dont understand who that "thing" is directed towards....maybe...
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
hahahahahahahahahahahahathats what i felt after somethingsmorning was quite ok...received an unexpected certificate for the Mobile Animation Challenge...lolwatched Sin City (the left part) like twice in the morning...people were coming in class...trying to show off...saying somethings ..got physics...
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Monday, October 15, 2007
hey guys...am back againthe me...the old and new meya i know its very contradicting to say the old and new me...butits true...and erm i cant let anyone affect it..so ya...today played AOM like mad....was fun actually...i learnt a new strategy...maybe i will put to use tomorrow... if i get to open my...
Saturday, October 13, 2007
well nothing new today...went school...got the so long awaited full day...stayed back in school for somethings...was expecting you...at a very freaking unexpected location...came back....and sleptwas woken up by Mr. Tan Chong Kiat at around 8 at night...for a meeting in the hostel.and since then i have...
Thursday, October 11, 2007
hahathats the first thingsecondly to clear out some misconceptions among the readersi dont want her to be with me..or anything melodramatic like...i want her to be mine..nononot at all..thats why love should be UNCONDITIONAL....nothing else...so maybe some ppl are mixing up the concepts...and i get...
****yes that is how i feel like starting today's post...why?? you will get to know..morning...was ok...dint feel like getting up butremembered (of course....its like freakin duh)went schoolassembly was quite fine..invigorate started....handball was quite fine...accompanied by some cool goals by me...lolthis...
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
Monday, October 8, 2007
well no words...today alsojust go through these lyrics....you might get the idea..."A Beautiful Lie"Lie awake in bed at nightAnd think about your lifeDo you want to be different?Try to let go of the truthThe battles of your youth'Cause this is just a gameIt's a beautiful lieIt's the perfect denialSuch...
Sunday, October 7, 2007
hey guysjust got upi was thinking the whole night....wht to do...what not to do....for my own goodafter all the ****ing things happening all around me...specially with someone...in particular...please please please i beg, i m not the kind of person whom youthinking i m...i just dont know whats with...
i dont know what to say NOW>.....was reading some blogs....all had the same intentionswhat the hell is happening......everywhere...i mean its like....freakin not what is supposed to be happeningi couldnt take it...went for some informal roller blading training...did 75 laps in 27.5 minutes.....heartbeat...
Saturday, October 6, 2007
well what to say...just got up after a long long sleep/...and i dont know what to do next...i m thinking about youand still the picture not so clear...reinstalled the software...even then no sign of improvement...you are not saying anything....but i can hear...your heart is like an Enigma Coder...NO,...i...
Friday, October 5, 2007
today was a day....a day of silence and a bit of fun....cut myself....my wrist filled with a hell lot of abuses..for myselfmy leg muscles pulled...got a bandage on my right leg...morning....came...and everything went as usual..got a glimpse of what it likes to be...to be someone else...in a flashschool...
Thursday, October 4, 2007
fuckin....daythe pprs irritated me already...then some mysterious thingie happenin....i feel like...apart from her...some others are also going awayand why i m thinkin like that....Nh....not talking to me... (maybe that one i m more concerned of cause...cause...she is the one who is targeteed by the...
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
ya...i think i am getting....very very distracted by all that is happening....maybe...it had to happenbut even then...i think i am changing....and maybe that is noticeable..already hurt my arm...i just cant ...i mean its very difficult...everytime i see that again and again...i just cant get it off...
all i want to say is that...people are damn wrong about what i have been writing on my blog...and maybe i just would like to clarify with all those bastards who think the way they are .... (WRONG). please dont keep on making fuckin interpretations out of my blog...i know you knew it...but you never...
something is fuckin not right over here...and i think i know why...well i dont care about it...cause i m not affected by "just" silly words... well the tagboard...getting all junked...and for erm...u....i know all that bullshit is very funny....but dont worry...maybe they still dont reckon my skills...
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
well...just came back from school after the bio paper....man i suck at it...the paper was okay okay lah, but some questions couldnt do one..well thats another story...oh i m happy that everything is getting alright...or atleast i think so lol.. but i m changing and maybe that is something that is not...
Monday, October 1, 2007
" wtf " ...the only thing running in my mind...since last nite, during the exam, in the bathroom, while sleeping, while after getting up 3 or 4 times the in the middle of the nite(dunno why...maybe cause of it only lah)...not cause i mean it but because Nh said that b4 signing off...why why what made...