Whilst this be your prerogative, I shall respect it! But you seem to have gone a bit toooooo far this time. Never really thought you'd be this absent as a friend. I thought you did understand me, I still think I did not make a mistake in that judgement but you are forcing me to think otherwise..

Anyways, THAT is not even why I am back here in the first place, I am here to talk about something that's been going on around me, and sadly the only other participant in this happens to be someone I do not want participating..

You claim to have gone through a fucking "change" in life and whatever it is that you have been doing is a result of that.. but the only phrase that comes to my mind, is nothing other than.. WHAT THE FUCK!!!! no one just suddenly changes THAT much... and while you keep telling me all about these stupid changes, I do keep observing certain pre-change era conditions you maintain with other people... so now people have started changing for ME??? I am not jealous or anything... You can do whatever you want, but i can't stand you lying to me about it at my face... I really can keep going on and on and on about this, but then I have to realize that this is not gonna help anyone... so just let it go...

think of all the awesome things that you have around you right now, think of that person who just came into your life, and who deserves every single gram of your thoughts right now.

cyberbeast