well,i guess,atleast someone saw me doing what i was "actually" doing...and appreciated me for that..well, i think, none of this is gonna work,so its better that i 4get everything, like i always do....or else, i quit...and let someone suffer...whatever i do, i do coz i wanna dedicate it to you...or...
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
well,concerns are valid....but that doesnt rule out the fact that you lied to me and still you arent doing anything about me....you havent even told me yet...i wasnt expecting this from you...why..??today i wont resist...why?? why??,did i fall short of doing my best and playing my part of a _______.did...
Saturday, January 26, 2008
I am fucking angry...coz of TONITE's conversations...and talkings...you may not notice this...but i m...after so much....i get so little...but i dint argue....i agreed QUIETLY (just for you)although i know, i m not gonna be getting some confronting messages...its quite obvious..nvr mind..i'll still...
alright...this true ...but i m gonna kill someonesomeone's gonna die,if i see another spark...allrite..well the past few days have been not so good..the only thing i really enjoy doing is the dance practice with the rest of the guys..well...something to it..i can reach down onto one conclusion"leave...
Sunday, January 20, 2008
well...dont ask me why...just dont..??i m not even expecting you to..and what else can i expect...f***in surprises which suck even more when they are classified under the word SURPRISE...ya rite..well the day was quite fine, i mean, if a loss of sense of time counts as an element of a good day..got...
