i am sad..SCARED actually..
i dont think i need to emphasize why this is so, coz well, there arent many things i am scared of..
well, if u read this, all i can say is, i dint have any wrong intentions behind it.. and i know this sounds crazy but i just wanted to safeguard our positions...

haiz..
i m so down now...

i dont even feel like doing anything...
got up like 3 or 4 times at night, to check my hotmail...but dint find any luck there too..

i am so screwed...so screwed..

but well,
i am sorry.. i really dint expect all this to happen, but since it is happening...
i apologise..

i dont know what to do..seriously..,


well, mom's planning a lot of things for me today...
guess, i wont really be so happy to enjoy 'em after all..



i m a bad person..right??
well,
gerald's getting his guitar today, hope he can find the one he wanted...
wish sweelee get in some fresh stocks today..




i know this is a short post...but ya..i guess, i am not in a mood to express myself..
waiting for some replies...

D:
Sandesh