at last... my company is legally on-line.Found some useful servers on Telokau Islands in the Pacific Ocean..woohoo.. for those dumbheads who dont know what i m talking about.. hahaMy company, Hypercube is officially accessible from almost anywhere on earth. Even though the site isn't yet finished,...
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
The Infinityby Five point OLearn To Give Up Fear(then You'll)learn To Be A FriendSeveral Secrets Of LifeWon't Be Learned 'till You Die...(corus)Birth, Work, BreatheSmile, Awaken, BbserveElope, Breed Look Into My Eyes And Believe In MeNurture, DivorceSuffer, CryAcknowledge ExistenceDiscover, DieLook...
Thy past is of a shadow now... I can undo it not...Speak not of my presence, see not of my coming, and breathe not of my leaving, and you will hear nothing more but the shrill melody of the wind... cant take it...i need to know soon... as soon as possible..ppl dont give up...(YES THIS REFERS TO ONE...
Monday, September 22, 2008
the third one in a day..i think i'll have definitely have a heart attack by tomorrow..fuck,my life's gonna screw up in about another 2 weeks and here i mwatching harold and kumar escape from guantanamo bay...as funny and ironical as it seems...there is more than just the opposite in it..the emotions...
every passing moment, continuously reminds me of it...i am a complete waste...every hope laid down....i broke them...every sacrifice made... it meant nothing...i cant help thinking about it..but maybe..Fits so f'kin painful...and i am so not ready for it...wtf is wrong? i dont know...maybe nothing is...maybe...
i m so doubtful..never ever in my life have i seen myself in so much doubt...so much anger for myself..but whts the point of thinking about it now...but then the consequence is fearful in itself...and i just dont want to lose everything i came to know....in a journey....its just so painful...but who'd...
Sunday, September 21, 2008
here i stand againtrying..trying..but never upto the level...and all the burden falls on to me, like the earth falling on an ant..and then there is no reason why shouldnt...but i still dont want to give up...i know there is still a lot of fire left in me..enough to burn for a hell lot of time....pls...
Friday, September 19, 2008
dont know whts gonna happen now..i think i wont be as lucky...FUCKi cant believe it...i just cant..i mean, not as if i dint do it..or wht..i ...i i... dont knowcant stop thinking about it...its just too much...my head so heavy with it...and no latter shall i receive the news and collapse..fuck...thats...
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Its a beautiful lie, a perfect denialListen to this song - "Beautiful Lie by 30 Seconds to Mars"Its just awesome...If have enough guts listen to "The Werewolf of Westeria by John 5" its even awesome if u listen to good music....i mean i know ppl listening to GAY music, and somemore trying to sing it...