every passing moment, continuously reminds me of it...

i am a complete waste...
every hope laid down....i broke them...


every sacrifice made... it meant nothing...



i cant help thinking about it..
but maybe..


F

its so f'kin painful...
and i am so not ready for it...


wtf is wrong? i dont know...
maybe nothing is...maybe i m just thinking too much about it....


but then if that is the case, there arent many reasons to support me "not thinking" about it either...
so eitherways,,,,





nvr mind...
i'll try not to think about it...
but then till when???
someday i;ll have to face it...
and..


then...



dont know what will happen??!/!?!




h8myslf