Confessions of a confused soul to an angel

for that light you showed me
through the darkness of a confused heart
for the words you thought you'd say
that was awaited so long by the silence in my mind.
i still remember your face and your closed eyes
that just made me look at you for hours and hours
there are so many words left unsaid
that tell a new story but for the reasons you'll never know
i will not say anything.
i remember that first sight which i can never forget
and that lovely smile that melts me inside
but now, everything seems so different
and your silence has grown so much, its making my
thoughts go wild.
tears roll down my eyes, when i think of you
your presence incaptivates me in my own mind
and that piece on the piano just moves me
to the beauty of your eyes.
but angel, i am confused now
everything's changing so fast
and in this world of selfish people
i just seem to miss that past.
you say you are the same and
that i dint do anything
but whenever i see you, whenever i talk to you now
something feels weird, something feels strange.
and it hurts me in my heart so much
that i only feel like running to you
and crying in your laps
to tell you that this is unfair
i feel so lonely and nobody!! NOBODY CARES!
and i know your heart will want
to say something but still you wont say
because you'd think it may not be right.

(to be continued...)


i m not gonna say further..
wrote these few lines in the morning... but i dunno whether whoever was supposed to understood it...

when you smile, the world smiles with you
when you smile, you make me want to smile too
when you smile, the room smiles with you
when you smile, butter melts and i do too!



and guys please dont, i SAY dont ask me about what or who or whatever the poem's about/for/anything.. yeah!
oh and blog's gonna be taken off in a few days for updating template! yea!

so till then..
keep waiting..


Sandesh
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