Ever wanted to hate someone whom you never thought you'd like so much?? I DO! and now, more so than ever.. especially when I saw proof of her stupid ignorance with my own eyes.. somehow, i wanna ask her something one more time, just once before killing it off completely.. but right now, even the...

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I am back here after a lot of thinking. I have been banging my head onto the bloody wall, which, well literally stains with blood splatters and I've reached onto a conclusion. - I AM TURNING INSANE!! You are driving me insanely mad. I am confused, as to what I should do about this situation in my hand. Everyone...

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What does it feel like when you get something new, you play around with and totally fall in love with it, but for some reason, you do something that forces you to part ways with it...?? Some could argue, but for most of the part I too think I am feeling that way. Such primitive and baby instincts are...

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Sigh, Again I am back here, this is just wrong! everything with you is going down the road that I dint want it to. Who thought I'd be so stupid to believe that nothing would change...?? Of course, Everything changes!! PERIOD! I wish I could turn back time, and flip back into the chapters where I told...

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And I am back here again! Why does it have to be that every time I think I want to leave this blog alone, somewhere somehow, I came back to it, crying and begging for those things to come out of me and in its own minute ways make me a feel a little better. Today, was another one of those days, where...

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So, you wont just let go of my mind now will you? You just wanna grab every single inch of it and not let go. I can't throw my resistance at you, and so it is even more harder for me. I am currently standing on my newly bought apartment overlooking an extremely wonderful view around me, but yet i feel...

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The Silent Scream!

So what does it feel like to fall down this badly and not be able to get back up because you know you are going to end up just there again??! Well I have exactly that going through my mind because it applies to me pretty clearly. Ever wondered things could go so wrong? Of course, everyone does see the...

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So, right now.. I am in a position, from where I can not see beyond, and neither can I turn back. In such a binding state, I am forced to move on forward.. trodding along the same dreaded path, until...

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So how does it feel to be DEFEATED? defeated by no one else BUT you. Can one truely be defeated by oneself? I sure do think so. I made that picture on top, because somewhere somehow, it feels very apt,...

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It all starts and ends with a dream. Something that my memories wanted me to bring out. I wish I could see your face, but I know it's already looking somewhere else, waiting for someone else. It was truly...

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After reading all that, the one thing I definitely directed my attention to was to understand why NOW, at this point in time, what you might have said in the past.. is so contradictory! Somehow, back in time, I really did think that maybe you finally see me for the person I wanna be to you. But more...

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