i dont know...

everytime i read up...
i feel like going in front of her and talking everything out...
and pull her out of her misery..

but everything isnt just so easily possible as it seems so..
i know i have given up the hopes...

but still i am a caring person and i just cant resist...
not at least for you..

i dont know...what all is going around you...

but it does seem relevant to assume that you are in a very happy environment...apart
from some hitches...that are normal in happy environments too....



i m trying to be as simple as possible here...


ever since the connection broke,
the short circuit.... fried my brain, tempting me to talk to you...
but i was scared...

scared that another piss off...might turn into sudden death...

i thought of alternatives...
i knew they had to work....but in a way they are motivating me to do something great..

i will do it....
and at least for once...b4 the last breath...

i will disclose the TRUTH....that at the moment...

erm.... only like about 1.5 people know of...

well ya....sarcasm is ruling in....
and red is stabilizing

but i m still confused...

talked to Kndn after a very very long time...(not in such a long time lah...but even then...LONG)
well i guess....

Timbuktu is a very nice place to live in..
maybe you should settle over there...with wife and children... (as well wife ovr there already)


lol
lol

just kidding...

so
i m having some fun time at the moment...
busy doing the SSEF project.....hoping that i would be unblocked...
and programming the updated version to one of my company's word processor.

well i m missing you to the core....trust me...

i want to help....



lol



SaNdEsH
missin ya..