well...
it wasnt that bad i guess..


and shame on me to even think anything like that..

i am sorry...
and ya..i just have no words to say..



well, the past few days have been very "relieving" due to many things..!!
Valentine's Day went on very very well, a bit off the plan....but never the less, the point was the main aim, which was more important than anything..
oh ya...

HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY


well...i dont know how to say this..
but i wish i can stop time..


i just want to..

the reason for this is very very easily reflected somewhere.....i just just want this time to go on and on and on...
most of you wont realise this, but my heart's so heavy when i just typed the last line.....and even the thought of "it" gives a shiver in my spines, i cant imagine my condition when 'lines wont be in the same direction"...

why does this have to happen...
i just hope that, ppl will realise 'who i realy am'......just just hope it doesnt get too late for that...


shit...
i m...

nothing nothing..


with only limited moments to count on...i dont even trust these breezes..
the only thing i can trust is it..


for me this year is the year of the "relationship"
i pray....this year never ends.



whatever i do, whatever i say, whatever i think...,
it all converges to one point
that one point, is the definition of things i nvr expected..
definition of things i couldnt ever get...but somehow i DID..
and i just....



want to keep it FOREVER...
although i have to some time or the other have to accept that all this is going to end...
everything will end...


but this "end"
seems to come very very very very very near..
very near..


i can feel them through the salty (and highly reactive) drops of happiness and love


but even then...
as they say..

words once left...have no other choice but to stay out,
they just cant be taken back...cant be..



even i'll be there...until the "end"...not this "end" that i was cr.... (oops) unhappy about., but the "one"
or should i say even after that..

i will follow every step..
every command.




well...anyways..
i think i will have to be hard..



today was fun...morning started
with an unusual buzz about certain things..

then...i ordered my Floorball shoes, jersey (whose number was suggested to me by a very very dear person)...

everything went well..
PE was ok too...
couldnt run properly...(out of training..i guess)
played a bit of Floorball against 12
FUN


the rest of the day was fun..

has SL...
dropped down at the wrong center due to miscommunication..
then me and a "nice person" (haha) had a really hard time finding a bustop...which eventually led me to where i had to actually get down...
haha

life is fun
but somehow...







everything will be gone
EVERYTHING...

and i'll regret my life, if i would be unsuccessful in conveying...





:'(

sandesh



more to come..
keep waiting
and smiling..




thnx NJ..
thnx a lot!!!


:D