everything is so blur. like those times when you know something is there...but still you cant find it..


i m very very nervous... and i dont think the reason is hidden. maybe not for everyone..
yeah..



and just a while ago, after reading something... i m about to crash down..
it was just like those ending scores which hint you that the movie is about to be over..

it was exactly like that..
i have no idea how i m s'posed to react to this.

every decision is like those old weighing scales, when it starts tilting more towards one side.. the other side almost gives up trying to pull its own side down.

and this question just keeps popping in my head.. WHY?

WHY AGAIN? Where did i lag behind? its just so now what i had expected..


cheer up man... i mean you do deserve it. but just if in any case you feel dissatisfied pls do back out. i'll be very happy.

uuuurrrgggghhhH!!!
i m just confused...



f ew all!
like srsly!

:(