well nothing is so interesting today....got one award for the robotics competition, but not so happy lol....maybe i think i am being carried away...or maybe FORCEd to be carried away is more precise. what was that for....was it a sign or was it just my imagination...well may whatever the reason be, i would only like to say that....someday or the other i will have to confess in front of u, but i scare whether it will ruin the very seed of friendship that we sowed...i do need u, and,...well thats what i can say for now..
sometimes i just feel like challenging myself and telling the thing to u, but i fear..ii do fear...i dont think i would be able to.... it will....

well doono why, but i suddenly remembered someone, someone in a flash...wtf...why did it happen...nvr mind...maybe i think i should do as what one of my friend says....dont think about it lol....well btw she rox...completely rox..

aaah today really no fun..... except when i was thinking abt it and chatting... i was a bit lost and i even acted freakin dumb while chatting... its like like so freakin dumb, right....i mean chattin and acting dumb, fucku sandesh....u suck.......cant even even....aaah nvr mind...

well....i cant think of anything else...but i actually had a lot of things to say....and maybe i will get to say the,,,.....maybe not.....until untill it gets late...and i have to stay up awake....till till death...
u know its difficult for me....but somehow i want to tell u...but i am really scared of the consequences...but if u guarantee me....i will definitely lessen my pains and maybe it would be happy.
ok then
maybe l8r at nite i might add on something...
wait till then, if u want to ...

see me...u know whats in my heart...
just it is waiting to come out...and i guess...

bonne nuit...
je t'aime
merci neha...

sandesh
see me...get the clue...