complications, complications and complications...
i focus again on the same thing...

sometimes life is cruel enough to put u in a situation, where u are forced to select only ONE option, although u want the other one as badly as the one u think of choosing....well i am currently in a very similar situation...i dont know what is going to happen, or to be more profound....what should be happening...but this time its not the situation that i m concerned about....but the very inclusion of the concept of love here....i know all this might be sounding freakin dumb to you, but lemme tell you, it has meaning....my heart got something to say...but is scared...

something is eating me inside and, and i cant take it anymore....i need both....cant take it....i might have been unfair to one of em, by means of forgetting...but today i just realised....i was just about to commit a fuckin dumb and retarded mistake...and i thank god that even now....atleast i realised...what is the reality...there are people under the layers...its just difficult to spot them...why do we have to spot them out...is because there are reasons that dont allow them to come out on its own. i got to know one of millions of such stories around me...and it was enough to make me cry....enough to make me realise tht it was me who was with the wrong....
god dammed i was wrong...parting with bad....foes with the good.......all this is not as straightforward as it seems but all i can say is that i cant take it anymore...............the ball is not even on any side....its out of bounds....but then it cant always remain balancing in the center....although i dont mind trying to do that...

all this makes me realize ...
why the fuckin hell...was i so careless...?
god dammed, why the fuckin hell dint i realise that i was going to the wrong....or perhaps maybe i m now too...

where is eVeryoNe...? WhEre is sHe...or mAybe where are they goiNg? thE world iS So blAck....i need the warmth and the angel to guide me ..... through this darkness...

dont wanna say anymore...
sandesh
bye
good morning (logically its mornin wht...)

take care...u...i will always be there for u both....no matter if it costs my life

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