Saturday, May 23, 2009

Mama, we all go to hell.
Mama, we all go to hell.
I'm writing this letter and wishing you well,
Mama, we all go to hell.

Oh, well, now,
Mama, we're all gonna die.
Mama, we're all gonna die.
Stop asking me questions, I'd hate to see you cry,
Mama, we're all gonna die.

And when we go don't blame us, yeah.
We'll let the fires just bathe us, yeah.
You made us, oh, so famous.
We'll never let you go.
And when you go don't return to me my love.

Mama, we're all full of lies.
Mama, we're meant for the flies.
And right now they're building a coffin your size,
Mama, we're all full of lies.

Well Mother, what the war did to my legs and to my tongue,
You should've raised a baby girl,
I should've been a better son.
If you could coddle the infection
They can amputate at once.
You should've been,
I could have been a better son.

And when we go don't blame us, yeah.
We'll let the fires just bathe us, yeah.
You made us, oh, so famous.
We'll never let you go.

She said: "You ain't no son of mine
For what you've done they're gonna find
A place for you
And just you mind your manners when you go.
And when you go, don't return to me, my love."
That's right.

Mama, we all go to hell.
Mama, we all go to hell.
It's really quite pleasant
Except for the smell,
Mama, we all go to hell.

2 - 3 - 4
Mama! Mama! Mama! Ohhh!
Mama! Mama! Mama! Ma...

And if you would call me your sweetheart,
I'd maybe then sing you a song

There's shit that I've done with this fuck of a gun,
You would cry out your eyes all along.

We're damned after all.
Through fortune and flame we fall.
And if you can stay then I'll show you the way,
To return from the ashes you crawl.

We all carry on (We all carry on)
When our brothers in arms are gone (When our brothers in arms are gone)
So raise your glass high
For tomorrow we die,
And return from the ashes you crawl.


Sometimes in the midst of all the chaos we often forget about those who are struggling to be there, struggling to just even show their presence even though it doesnt really matter to anyone or anything. If you ask me, I AM in that situation right now. I have no idea what is wrong, or if there is anything that is right in the first place... but I promise I'll do whatever it takes on my part to make things right. But for now I need a fucking hell lot of time, especially after the end of A Division Nationals, for which we got the champion's trophy. I cried day before yesterday because everything came down so fucking hard on me that I had no other way to let it out. NO FUCKING OTHER WAY! I feel so lonely, and during all this everyone else is being at their selfish best. How am I supposed to get well? How am I supposed to get over this crying bullshit? I dont know and I really dont have any idea. But from what I can see or do... I will be having a lot of sleepless nights and tiring days ahead of me. I dont really know how much that means for YOU, but if it does... even a bit, then please TALK to me.
hate this feeling that keeps coming back again and again. I know I am a looser, LIFE you dont have to PROVE it to me again and again.

FUCK OFF LIFE
PISS OFF EVERYONE

The world is so bloody selfish especially you...
hate these selfish people and this selfish world.

:(

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