haiz..things are just going so wild..and expectations are rising..training was interupted by TYH..., YA SURE I"LL ENLigHTEN HIM with what he wants..I'll do my best..well, i am so so so so lost...and i dont know what to do...i mean, more than anything else..i cant keep thinking about some (things, people,...

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...i think i m gonna have a heart attack soon...i want the authority to give me a good piece of news soon...and when i say soon, i really really mean it.come on life..cheer upbut,i m still sad...why isnt it going away? please go away.let me do what i want to do...i have a purpose...and i want to achieve...

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wth...i m broken..morale breakdownFUCKpls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls plshelp me...be with me..Boston AugustanaIn the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,This world you must've crossed... you said...You don't...

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i m so so so not in a mood to even look up to your eyes and say.. "Hey, I am SAD"..but i guess, its all just because of one single reason, which more than anything is but too delicate for me to deviate from...in thinking terms at least...i dont want to miss it...but apparently i am...and trust me......

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just experienced the thing i was least expecting....FUCK..i dont know wht to do...i mean,i have changed...someone was right...i have changed....changed like shitplease help me...please help...please..i m desperate and hlpless...she said, chances are high...but stilli m not assured...h8 myself....

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Haha, today's post is gonna be one hell of a long post...hahaso err... dont fall asleep reading it...hahaam discovering a new person these days...she's quite a "surprising" person...hahai mean, cant believe such a person was around me all the while, and i just dint know...wowright?hahabut, better late...

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maybe i just naturally rock at sucking at everything..wht can i say...its how you feel when all your hard work...turns nothing more than piece of shit, and you seriously have no idea why it happened so..everything seems going down...and i really dont know what to do..whether i should be happy or sad???...

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trying to relax....breathing deeply..hope remain..hopefully i'll get over it.....

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woah woah woah...almost there,i have to visualise the drift starting from this night onwards.whether i'll drift and get back onto the track or whether i'll fall off the edgei dont know,i m nervous, afraid...the feeling creeping in like a crawling snake, absolutely senseless, but still THERE.hahayeah,i...

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wow, so long i havent blogged...lolanyways key events...haha,V11 won inV!gorate yet again, as usual.i mean, its just a habbit we always win, we just do.floorball was the best, hope i succeeded in shutting some f'ked up mouths. haha, but thats not just it, somebody really pissed me off before the floorball...

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