maybe i just naturally rock at sucking at everything..



wht can i say...




its how you feel when all your hard work...turns nothing more than piece of shit, and you seriously have no idea why it happened so..




everything seems going down...and i really dont know what to do..
whether i should be happy or sad??? the former will definitely be questioned next week, but i guess, it just the ways you see it..


either ways...
it means the same thing,
and nothing's gonna change now.



fuck..
i mean, i just dont know wht to think abt..??


what i was 2-3 years down the road, is completely different from what i am now..












hell...


is what life's becoming,








i completely take the blame over me...and i think, i'd beg for a chance,
but this will be my last chance....coz, I WILL CHANGE THINGS NEXT YEAR, NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES.

I realised this during one of my floorball trainings..
yesterday's training was dam shocking..cant believe i ran 4.8 km non-stop..
guess, the training's worth it...



come on come on come on...
hopes resting on 2....resting on 2..





please understnd the situation,






oh wells,
i dont know how they are feeling right now..
but more than anything, i really do feel bad for them....




coz as i said just now, i rock at suking..












sndsh
usuck