Haha, today's post is gonna be one hell of a long post...haha
so err... dont fall asleep reading it...





haha







am discovering a new person these days...
she's quite a "surprising" person...haha


i mean, cant believe such a person was around me all the while, and i just dint know...
wow


right?

haha
but, better late than never..

its always good to know people...increases contacts...and chances to survive in this freaked up world...




so ya..





"some people just dont want to help anymore"
well, i know it was directed to me...but i never fell back in helping...neither did i fall back in my expectations of a supposedly "artificial" relation which i just love to cherish, but somehow neither you nor anyone else has been able to appreciate it...
maybe u do realise...and isnt that wht is keeping me to be with a person, who is really special to me..

i dont know what you meant when u said the above line...but whtevr it meant, i dint feel alright..

so ya..




i have changed...changed like hell..

and i want this change to intervene my life, and get something better off it..




LOl

haha
yeah,


anyways..



things have become pretty normal these days... i guess..

i m longing for another floorball training even though i had it like last friday only...
woohoo the 4.8km run has been one morale booster for me....seriously..


haha,
and then i hear people running in the night some 2 point dunno how many km.




but its dam satisfying..





i have to make some decisions for floorball now..
and the fact that i came to know about yesterday, wasnt as pleasing either..
but why??


completely changed my image of the person..



but anyways, i'll see how it goes...











PROM NIGHT practice is at its worst...and i dunno whether we would be able to finish learning all the songs...
i want to do this for somebody..he has a vision for an entity he calls his band... and i want to do this to take him nearer to making his entity a reality....but i guess, not everyone shares the same thoughts as me..




yeah...
so well...

i m waiting and waiting...
for nothing..



its like travelling in the vastness of the universe..but u have no fucking clue about where you are heading..












nature is fucking beautiful, and we dumbheads dont give a damn about it..

well more than anything, the documentary at Science Center's Omni-theatre made me reflect on..
lol


it wasnt as exciting...but i could understand what it was trying to tell me.












watched Ben Stiller's Night at the Museum...some moments ago..haha
nice movie..


listening to this song i have mentioned before..

The City of Fallen Angels by the band Cetra.



anyways..
I am in love with Famous Last Words, by My Chemical Romance..


so..
this is for Jon, the person who comes to mind when i hear the word MCR.

Famous Last Words
My Chemical Romance

Now I know,
That I can't make you stay.
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your,

And I know.
There's nothing I can say.
To change that part.
To change that part.
To change.

So many,
Bright lights they cast a shadow,
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding,
I'm incomplete?
A life that's so demanding,
I get so weak.
A love that's so demanding,
I can't speak.

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Tell me if you stay I'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

Can you see?
My eyes are shining bright,
'Cause I'm out here, on the other side,
Of a jet black hotel mirror,
And I'm so weak.
Is it hard understanding?
I'm incomplete.
A love that's so demanding,
I get weak.

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Tell me if you stay I'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Tell me if you stay I'll be forgiven,


Nothing you can say can stop me going home.


These bright lights have always blinded me.
These bright lights have always blinded me.

I say.

I see you lying next to me,
With words I thought I'd never speak,
Awake, and unafraid.
Asleep, or dead.

'Cause I see you lying next to me,
With words I thought I'd never speak,
Awake, and unafraid.
Asleep, or dead.

'Cause I see you lying next to me,
With words I thought I'd never speak,
Awake, and unafraid.
Asleep, or dead.

'Cause I see you lying next to me,
With words I thought I'd never speak,
Awake, and unafraid.

Asleep, or dead...

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Tell me if you stay I'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.





haha...
dint really think somebody would actually have enough guts to go and say whatevr the somebody said to whoever...

dam funny....
haiz...


its normal..ppl do that
no need to be scared...




ya






well.... i m finding somebody these days.
hope i'll be able to...














:)







Welcome To The Black Parade
My Chemical Romance

When I was
A young boy,
My father
Took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said,
"Son when
You grow up,
Would you be
The saviour of the broken,
The beaten and the damned?"
He said
"Will you
Defeat them,
Your demons,
And all the non believers,
The plans that they have made?
Because one day
I'll leave you,
A phantom
To lead you in the summer,
To join the black parade."

When I was,
A young boy
My father, took me into the city
To see a marching band
He said, "Son when you grow up,
will you be the saviour of the broken,
the beaten and the damned?"

Sometimes I get the feeling,
she's watching over me
And other times I feel like I should go
Went through it all, the rise and fall
The bodies in the streets
And when you're gone we want you all to know
We'll carry on, We'll carry on
And though you're all dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And in my heart I can't contain it
The anthem won't explain it

A world that sends you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all
So paint it black and take it back
Let's shout out loud and clear
Defiant to the end we hear the call

To carry on

We'll carry on,
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches
On and on we carry through the fears
Oh oh oh

disappointed faces of your peers
Oh oh oh
Take a look at me 'cause I could not care at all
Do or die
You’ll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Come and try; you’ll never break me
We want it all, we want to play this part

I won’t explain, or say I’m sorry
I’m unashamed, I’m gonna show my scar
Give a cheer, for all the broken
Listen here, because it’s who we are
I'm just a man; I'm not a hero
Just a boy, whose meant to sing this song
I'm just a man; I'm not a hero
I Don't Care!

We'll carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on
Do or die
You’ll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Come and try; you’ll never break me
We want it all, we want to play this part
Do or die
You'll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Go and try; you'll never break me
We want it all, we want to play this part
We'll carry on