it is so difficult to go away...
a night worth of risks and a day worth of challenges
if i had eyes maybe that is all i could've seen

maybe you should come back,
and the winds shall blow again,
blow right into my face,
and make me go free..

i hate being the prisoner
of this freaking misery,
it is really hard to keep everything inside,
when you know it'll never precede.






aaahh fuck it! i have so much to say, but there is no one to listen..
the pressure is killing me...
i need to tell someone..

but, maybe when the day is bright..



wooohoo.... this is my 200th post. (bt its so not how i felt when it was my first one..)
so many things have changed and gone by..but all these moments just dont seem to flea..

aaahhh..


"I am sorry. It would have been better if we wouldn't have met. None of this would have happened."
"Look at me, I'd rather die tomorrow, than to live a hundred years without knowing you."
and all those that i have lived until now without you, was a journey i took, just to know you.
you mean that much to me.

If I Never Knew You
Pocahontas Soundtrack

If I never knew you
If I never felt this love
I would have no inkling of
How precious life can be
And if I never held you
I would never have a clue
How at last I'd find in you
The missing part of me
In this world so full of fear
Full of rage and lies
I can see the truth so clear
In your eyes
So dry your eyes
And I'm so grateful to you
I'd have lived my whole life through
Lost forever
If I never knew you

If I never knew you
I'd be safe but half as real
Never knowing I could feel
A love so strong and true
I'm so grateful to you
I'd have lived my whole life through
Lost forever
If I never knew you

I thought our love would be so beautiful

Somehow we made the whole world bright

I never knew that fear and hate could be so strong
All they'd leave us where these whispers in the night
But still my heart is singing
We were right

If I never knew you
If I never knew this love
I would have no inkling of
How precious life can be

There's no moment I regret
Since the moment that we met
If our time has gone too fast
I've lived at last...

I thought our love would be so beautiful
Somehow we'd make the whole world bright

I thought our love would be so beautiful
We'd turn the darkness into light

And still my heart is singing
We were right

We were right
And If I never knew you
I'd have lived my whole life through

Empty as the sky

Never knowing why
Lost forever
If I never knew you

"I cant leave you."
"You never will. No matter what happens to me, I'll always be with you... Forever."

Sandesh
:(