haha....is that supposed to be a joke or what...well even if thats not a joke...i always do that way..i m what i am...you know..so yaand i dont care..nowso basically things are not supposed to be meanwell..my projects are over at last..and i am happy i was able to complete them on time...and thnx to...
Monday, December 31, 2007
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
hahanvr thought it would become so fun...guys guys...i m doing a project aiming to make Web 2.0 more safer and first things that i have to study about is blogs since it is the best user to user direct platform for communications. currently at this stage i am programming a small software that allows...
Monday, November 26, 2007
well its really difficult to judge people solely on "the" basis...as what we always do...well i have another guest for my lists today...i knew this person since a very long time, my judgments of course being in favor of everyone.....i always knew that one instance would, infact all that was needed to...
Friday, November 23, 2007
i dont know...everytime i read up...i feel like going in front of her and talking everything out...and pull her out of her misery..but everything isnt just so easily possible as it seems so..i know i have given up the hopes...but still i am a caring person and i just cant resist...not at least for you..i...
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
well...i was trying to see and put up my views too...but i guess it could become a bit too direct and NOT so good...since it would indicate one thing for sure....ofcourse i am not gonna tell you that..so here i m...all by myself...trying to find a way out...getting weird references and indications.......
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
yoeverything is so...so...cunningly planned...and what is the last thing you can expect....something that is supposed to make you lucky is making you unlucky..(btw....after reading the previous statement please dont assume i m in love with astrology or something.....ASTROLOGY SUX......sux more than.....more...
Friday, November 16, 2007
hahawell...its all so contradictory, you expect something you get something else...butin a way its better for your self...so now i am in India....Incredible India as the Tourism Board tags it..lol..well surprises are all that i have been getting and when i say surprises....it includes the whole range...
Friday, November 2, 2007
nowthatwasway toofar awayfrom what i was expecting..why is "everything" changing so much...?? why cant we realise, that whatever form we are in, we are still ourselves only...? Changes come and go...but that doesnt make you...at the moment...i m not in a good condition to write anything....nothing at...
Should i just call it off..a BLOODY...COMPLETE FAILURE..and abort the mission...no ..no..i can remember...somethingsomething coming into my mind..i m hacking as usual..but more into my beast..."Blue Team dominating"...open doorlaughs....and the hacking is to be closed down..it does give me the idea....the...
Sunday, October 28, 2007
well...quite a long time since i have seen this screenbut why am i not being surprised abt it*is it too melodramatic to happen or is it justthat its not supposed to be happenin with me..i m not getting the responses i wantand its not because of just "that"but maybe i might be thinking wrong about it...i...
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
well...today was Ppl centered fun...not centered though...but cornered i guess..haha..well i know thats lame...but cant really help it...lolhaha the day was quite ok lahno jinxes..no curses... for me...I WISHwell got a lot of instanceswhereby it was like VISIBLE andi pretended to be my mysterious MR....
Monday, October 22, 2007
hahahahahahwooohoooyipeeeeeehahahahaam enjoying it....dont ask me wad,...i like this game....really dokeeps you connected...in some ways or the other....on the serious side...thats all i want...just that connection....moderated from the other side....but strongest from my port...thats wad friends really...
Saturday, October 20, 2007
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahi cant stop laughing.....making references can be funpuhleez do not think writing all this crap for youhahahahahgot a sad side too....but i know whats gonna happenso i better KEPT it to me...lolhahawellsomething hurtful....but definitely...
Friday, October 19, 2007
well it cant get any better than thisyou feel as if you are going towards the correct road....and suddenly in the middle of nowhere you realise that nothing is right.... wthi just cant seem to forget it....i dont knowit happened so suddenly...wthi dont understand who that "thing" is directed towards....maybe...
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
hahahahahahahahahahahahathats what i felt after somethingsmorning was quite ok...received an unexpected certificate for the Mobile Animation Challenge...lolwatched Sin City (the left part) like twice in the morning...people were coming in class...trying to show off...saying somethings ..got physics...
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Monday, October 15, 2007
hey guys...am back againthe me...the old and new meya i know its very contradicting to say the old and new me...butits true...and erm i cant let anyone affect it..so ya...today played AOM like mad....was fun actually...i learnt a new strategy...maybe i will put to use tomorrow... if i get to open my...
Saturday, October 13, 2007
well nothing new today...went school...got the so long awaited full day...stayed back in school for somethings...was expecting you...at a very freaking unexpected location...came back....and sleptwas woken up by Mr. Tan Chong Kiat at around 8 at night...for a meeting in the hostel.and since then i have...
Thursday, October 11, 2007
hahathats the first thingsecondly to clear out some misconceptions among the readersi dont want her to be with me..or anything melodramatic like...i want her to be mine..nononot at all..thats why love should be UNCONDITIONAL....nothing else...so maybe some ppl are mixing up the concepts...and i get...
****yes that is how i feel like starting today's post...why?? you will get to know..morning...was ok...dint feel like getting up butremembered (of course....its like freakin duh)went schoolassembly was quite fine..invigorate started....handball was quite fine...accompanied by some cool goals by me...lolthis...
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
Monday, October 8, 2007
well no words...today alsojust go through these lyrics....you might get the idea..."A Beautiful Lie"Lie awake in bed at nightAnd think about your lifeDo you want to be different?Try to let go of the truthThe battles of your youth'Cause this is just a gameIt's a beautiful lieIt's the perfect denialSuch...
Sunday, October 7, 2007
hey guysjust got upi was thinking the whole night....wht to do...what not to do....for my own goodafter all the ****ing things happening all around me...specially with someone...in particular...please please please i beg, i m not the kind of person whom youthinking i m...i just dont know whats with...
i dont know what to say NOW>.....was reading some blogs....all had the same intentionswhat the hell is happening......everywhere...i mean its like....freakin not what is supposed to be happeningi couldnt take it...went for some informal roller blading training...did 75 laps in 27.5 minutes.....heartbeat...
Saturday, October 6, 2007
well what to say...just got up after a long long sleep/...and i dont know what to do next...i m thinking about youand still the picture not so clear...reinstalled the software...even then no sign of improvement...you are not saying anything....but i can hear...your heart is like an Enigma Coder...NO,...i...
Friday, October 5, 2007
today was a day....a day of silence and a bit of fun....cut myself....my wrist filled with a hell lot of abuses..for myselfmy leg muscles pulled...got a bandage on my right leg...morning....came...and everything went as usual..got a glimpse of what it likes to be...to be someone else...in a flashschool...
Thursday, October 4, 2007
fuckin....daythe pprs irritated me already...then some mysterious thingie happenin....i feel like...apart from her...some others are also going awayand why i m thinkin like that....Nh....not talking to me... (maybe that one i m more concerned of cause...cause...she is the one who is targeteed by the...
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
ya...i think i am getting....very very distracted by all that is happening....maybe...it had to happenbut even then...i think i am changing....and maybe that is noticeable..already hurt my arm...i just cant ...i mean its very difficult...everytime i see that again and again...i just cant get it off...
all i want to say is that...people are damn wrong about what i have been writing on my blog...and maybe i just would like to clarify with all those bastards who think the way they are .... (WRONG). please dont keep on making fuckin interpretations out of my blog...i know you knew it...but you never...
something is fuckin not right over here...and i think i know why...well i dont care about it...cause i m not affected by "just" silly words... well the tagboard...getting all junked...and for erm...u....i know all that bullshit is very funny....but dont worry...maybe they still dont reckon my skills...
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
well...just came back from school after the bio paper....man i suck at it...the paper was okay okay lah, but some questions couldnt do one..well thats another story...oh i m happy that everything is getting alright...or atleast i think so lol.. but i m changing and maybe that is something that is not...
Monday, October 1, 2007
" wtf " ...the only thing running in my mind...since last nite, during the exam, in the bathroom, while sleeping, while after getting up 3 or 4 times the in the middle of the nite(dunno why...maybe cause of it only lah)...not cause i mean it but because Nh said that b4 signing off...why why what made...
Sunday, September 30, 2007
a couple were in love for over a decade or so..they were so deeply into each other that the next thing they could think of was marriage..then came the controversy..the girl was blind..and wanted to see the guy with her own eyes after some operation before she could accept him!!the boy financed the operation...
Saturday, September 29, 2007
sandeshloves uBLOG POSTwell i dont know,,,....u tell me things that i would never want to hear from you...i take it...and i will take it...cause i will and i dont care how...i will always....love you.....no matter what...well why did u tell me....why ...??? i was happy thinking....you were out of it...
Friday, September 28, 2007
ummm good morning guys...just got up after a very very very long coma....(sleep in simple terms...i like making things complicated)i dont know what to do now...loli dont understand why dont people just ask others if they dont know how to do some stuff...maybe they think they know too much..why should...
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
9 hours and 30 minutes to my first EOY...and i am getting a weird feeling.. dont know...something weird....as if if...something is going to happen...well never mind...the EOYs are on top of my head....and its the only way to prove....so have to put on my best... i m waiting for the next week to somehow...
Sunday, September 23, 2007
just came back from school and i was thinking about some complicated things..the past three days were quite ok...i mean not so interesting...yesterday had the Hindi exam which was quite good...and maybe maybei slept at 5.30 in the morning today...and got up around 11.30....what was i doing till 530...dont...
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
complications, complications and complications...i focus again on the same thing...sometimes life is cruel enough to put u in a situation, where u are forced to select only ONE option, although u want the other one as badly as the one u think of choosing....well i am currently in a very similar situation...i...
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Sunday, September 16, 2007
hey guys...its still 2.18 am and i dont feel like sleeping...part of my "push to the extreme limits" program...hehe...just kiddin....listenin to one of my favourite bands, Linkin Park, at really blasting volume....but sont care lol...helps me to keep awake...have had enough sips of black cofee....so...
oh well today also okok lah..i meandint study much...but slacked...got up late in the morning...so decided not to go Hindi School...no purpose too... then got up arpund...suddenly got up some idea about Bluetooth connectivity...and then asked one of my friends to lend me his hand phone and my prediction...
Saturday, September 15, 2007
why are u angry with me di...?? what did i do....? its not intentional....can understand somethings but...please forgive me...i dont want to hurt u in any means...u do mean something to me...and maybe that is why... maybe that is why...thats why tears are freakin rollin down...rollin down my cheeks..and...
woohoo today had a very nice day meh...i never knew i could draw so well...hehe...but really aaah i stunned my friends and proved to them that i can draw. ok lets start from the beginning.Today got up a bit late...so hurried up with the things...dint take breakfast...i wanted to talk to di, but just...