is it a puzzle or am i getting my mind into it so much that i end up screwing my mind everyday??

considerations had already been deleted...
but i realised that
the same was happening with a "freaky" series of sound waves..
which had a source...but there was no response even with so many receivers...

like wtf..

but i have taken a decision...
i wont contribute..


i heck care about it already..
so GO TO HELL(i mean, if there is one)...and stop following...

NOW
about the most shocking thing that happened today...

WE LOST...
we played well...LINE1 was trying harder than ever...
but the others were just not playing for Victoria...they were playing for themselves...


seniors are damn pissed off at us..
they arent even talking to us...

WE COULD HAVE GOD DAMN 'it WON TODAY"S GAME...


thnx..
to the people who came to support us.

and
sorry,
to those who dint come...
you are...

nvr mind...
there;s no point in this..

LEAVE IT...



had a light floorball game with the Air Rifle people...
OKAY
i owned....but it helped me to cheer up a bit after today's game.


I AM SORRY...if in any ways i couldn't fulfil your expectations:-

Jerad
J Heng
Denise
Edvard
i am sure, y'all are gonna check my blog...and i dint couldn't find a better way to apologise to y'all
about everything..on the part of the team..

man...today was like shit..
physics practical paper..
sucked big time..
and somemore..

"that"


dance practice was HORRIBLE as usual...
got ppl filling up their minds with all kinds of bullshit....like

running in the middle of the night...and then go sleep. (WTF....)
Denial of Public announcements (i mean....thats become so common that the PA system has undergone changes...and the DECISION has been made)

if you have been noticing since the past few practices...
i havent really been...how to say....even see y'all do the "conflicting"

i am doing that...so that atleast...
the "one" would note...and melt the doubts...


but i dont really see a way for all this to happen..
i have given up...but still

if anyone's still interested...
i am always free...
ALWAYS..


but as if anyone cares..




haha...i was watching ** play cricket...
she plays well actually..
hmmm


but still
the grief covered me...

i dont know what to do...


i will wait...
until the end of the day..
and the next day... and the next...
hoping with all my heart and soul....
to bring the time to a stop...
to reverse it..
and start it all over again...
so that i can express..everything that i wanted to...
again....to smile for it all over again...
to smile with it all over again
to smile by it all over again...


to smile with it again and again...

thats what i would call a perfect life lived...


------
humans are complicated dudes and dudettes...
never know what to do..
but i am lucky enough to know a "different" human...

i dream
but i am scared..whether it will be possible to achieve 'em

i will wait...
for it always...


pain would be converted to happiness...the moment it touches you
i mean it wont touch you at all..
it'll have to pass thru a "wall"
...standing tall and firmm...


to clear some
god- dammed trash.

SOMEDAY...






cia
tk care



SANDESH
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