watever i do, i do after considering a hell lot of things for everyone....
but why cant i get the same in return..

likings and tastes can be different, but once the bridge is made..
i think everything goes parallel....
otherwise i slight difference can cause the bridge to break...

after listening various things from ports...
i am starting to believe the fact
INPUT > OUTPUT...



but...
is it true...?
or should i say..



should it be true??...considering what is being done..or what can be done...

i am not sure about it...
but all i want to do is to run away from it..

as if now i am not..
but still...

thats one of my dream thoughts...

to run away to the farthest of the regions...man has ever been to...with'''''''
but tears roll down those "powdery" skin ---(i dont wanna talk about it anymore...ppl are so busy thinking about themselves...that they forget the science behind stuff...)

coz..


as it seems to be happy...
it becomes more painful, seeing the clock tick every second....




i am still waiting for a sign...something that will prove me wrong..



well today was quite okay lah...
oh and ya..

jonathan came to school today...and we guys had a gr8 time...

so ya..


tonite's dance practice...
was less horrible than yesterday's or even the day b4 ystrday's...
but still it was horrible...

ppl just dont know how things are s'posed to be run... (pls dont confuse urself at this part..its something that few people know about...and most probably you are not the one...)
i mean..its so conflicting...

when decisions are taken without complete involvement...it is "expected" to fine with everyone...
but when a certain situation arises with the "same decision makers..." they make a fuss about it..


nvr mind..
i wont let that happen,
if i lead..

so ya...


i mean come on...
i have done "those" things..
like more than anyone of 'em around here...
even more than they can imagine doing themeselves....

but i not proud abt it or whtnot..

i agree with the fact that "talent" may be in-born..
but sometimes...
talent lags behind everything...
when it comes to the part about experience...


but why would people even care about it...
i mean they are living in their own frenzy world...which doesnt really seem to make any progress...

in any directions..;


(please stay calm if you dont understand any of the bullshit written above...as always, very few people know about it....and most probably you are one of them..)

something to reflect on..
MAYBE


"End Of The Beginning"
Here we are searching for a sign
Here we are searching for a sign
It's the end here today
But I will build a new beginning
Take some time, find a place
And I will start my own religion
As the day divides the night
Here we are searching for a sign
Watch the men multiply
See them ease out of the circle
Watch your friends run and hide
Help them fall back in this cycle
Here we are searching

You saw what you get
If you take what you take
Look in the eye of the test
It's all because...
Now there's a feeling I get
When I look to the left
But it should never be said
Start Searching for a sign

Can you feel it?
Things are changing
Can you see it?
Watch as the worlds colliding
Can you see it?
Can you feel it?
Watch as the worlds...
Collide into themselves
Collide into themselves
Another time, another place
Another time, another place
Some paradimensional race
Some paradimensional race

Searching


End of Beginning
by "30 Seconds to Mars"

tk care
cia
l8r


Sandesh
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