the view and feeling was so surprising...!!

i mean it just popped out in front out me....
but i dont know...

coz...
everyday situations are "pretended" is it?
but its done up so carefully that even i cant spot the difference...but to truely ask..
is this any less than cheating?

i feel like crying but i wont....
coz some part of me can still see the "real" one..

no one can understand what i felt at that moment...
no one...

feel so lenely...

i am in a state of dementia now...
6hrs of floorball....is making me reflect...


but shit...
i just cant forget the thought...

i am sorry...but

nothing is right around me...

i had some hopes with some...
but i guess...i was wrong

maybe i'll tell...no wait!!
i'll talk about this with angel...
maybe she would have the answers....

well...this week has been a mess...and i am trying my best...
only floorball's the thing keeping me away from boredom...

and well...
...got hurt....and you wont believe this...
sometime around the morning that day, i experienced something similar....
after training....i got to know of "it'

well...i couldnt sleep properly that night....thinking about the state of the delicate piece of a diamond which had accidently undergone figure transformation.....
okay fine....
i confess...i cried too (had many reasons....but this was one tooo)
hugging the baby pooh was quite nice....
and convincing enought that everything will be allright...


and to my surprise....
the next day....

things were actually in their places...
they were present where they had to be....

it really made me feel nice....but the sight of the delicate and cute li'l piedi

no serious serious...
its very small and very cute....

lolz


nvr mind..
the thought will of course come back...and the efficient test would be qualified when i'll be made aware of the hearing...and the blabbering...

l8r
tk care
Sandesh
:D