Until you crashUntil you burnUntil you lieUntil you learnUntil you seeUntil you believeUntil you fightUntil you fallUntil the end of everything at allUntil you dieUntil you’re aliveDon’t save me, don’t save me, cuz I don’t careDon’t save me, don’t save me, cuzI don’t careUntil you giveUntil you’ve usedUntil...
Monday, August 17, 2009
Monday, July 13, 2009
Talk to me angel,i miss your voiceyour silence is killing me, andi am tired of this life.your feelings are unsoundyou too are confusedbut i m not blaming youbecause its not your fightbut i do want you tobe there with meto stand by my sideand help me fight this misery!dont do this to meI cant take it...
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Confessions of a confused soul to an angel
for that light you showed methrough the darkness of a confused heartfor the words you thought you'd saythat was awaited so long by the silence in my mind.i still remember your face and your closed eyesthat just made me look at you for hours and hoursthere are so many words left unsaidthat tell a new...
Monday, June 29, 2009
i swear upon the birds and tress,that i am not well,this is the path that you made me takeand now it seems like it'll probably never be..i cant tell you whats wrong with me,because you cant see that deep,it is more than just the crying and sighing,that lies beneath me...i dont know why you changed so...
Sunday, June 21, 2009
that moment when you left me behind,all the while, made me cry and think about you..i will not let any of this go...because all this is attached to you and nothing matters if i cant do this..so i will fucking push myself against my limits and do whatever it takes to get there... i'll do my best...NOTHING...
Friday, June 12, 2009
if i can only hope...if i can only wish...if i can only imagine...if i can only dream...if i can only cry...if i can only sigh...i will only love, love youi will only be there, be there for youyou can make my hopes hopeful...you can make my wishes come true...you can make my imagination run wild...you...
Thursday, June 11, 2009
sometimes you don't feel like talking,not cause you don't want to,or you don't wish to,or that you don't like whoyou're talking to.it's just that sometimesyou feel, after sayingsomething, something of greatimportance to your heart,or your soul, you feelthat you don't feel itanymore.like as though,by...
Sunday, June 7, 2009
You are the darkness, a blind man sees.You are the brightness, the sun shine gives.You are the light that darkness needs,You ARE the impression, that your sweet smile leaves.You are the dream I always wanna seeYou are the imagination, I always wanna feelYou are the voice of the nightingale,But you ARE...
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Mama, we all go to hell.Mama, we all go to hell.I'm writing this letter and wishing you well,Mama, we all go to hell.Oh, well, now,Mama, we're all gonna die.Mama, we're all gonna die.Stop asking me questions, I'd hate to see you cry,Mama, we're all gonna die.And when we go don't blame us, yeah.We'll...
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Explosions in the sky - Your hand in mineA glimpse into your eyesA new certaintyA more serious loveOur future togetherYour heart in mineTime spent in eternityEternity is not foreverBittersweet remembranceTogether in eternityI'll never forgetYour hand in mine.just love it..."i rather know,i'm going all...
Monday, May 11, 2009
Itstoo lateThe scars are healedNow I know how I feel andNowI knowThat you lied all alongThat it was so wrongSo, Now I tryNot, to cryIts over nowAnd here is howBecause its the endThe story is overNo we can't be friendsNot when I'm this brokenSo this tragicLove storyI don't know how It canBut this time...
Friday, May 8, 2009
Everytime, I think of YouEven in these confused times, when the world is nothing but chaotic, I know that somethings are crystal clear and no matter how random they sound they always seem to make sense... because you are the You I think of, EVERYTIME. and I am sorry for tonight, I know i was being...
Sunday, May 3, 2009
RJ, stop emoing.... it doesnt make a fucking difference... i have no idea when you'll actually try to look at ur own situation from a different angle???come on man...i cant understand these complexities, never ever before this did u label everything in silence. But why now?? tell me abt it... i m dying...
Oh baby here comes the sound!I took a train outta New Orleans and they shot me full of ephedrine.This is how we like to do it in the murder scene.Can we settle up the score?If you were here I'd never have a fear.So go on live your life.But I miss you more than I did yesterday.You're beautiful!Well I'm...
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Long agoJust like the hearse you die to get in againWe are so far from youBurning on just like a match you strike to incinerateThe lives of everyone you knowAnd what's the worst you take (worst you take)from every heart you break (heart you break)And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)Well I've...
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
I came like the wind;I’ll go away like a breeze.As though I was never meant to be.My mind's weird, I too am weirdbut never has reality ever affected it.My heart was the weaker one,and every little moment, it wanted to keep.When I think of what caught up with me so fast,I don’t really know the answer,but...
Monday, April 6, 2009
as i look down that path..it feels different now...a bit darker...than what i expected..ya..i know it wasnt easy..even though the end is near, physically yes...but this is not where we end..this is not where we stop..we go beyond than where our imagination takes us.we go beyond that last lap..we go...
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Happy Fuckin' 17th Birthday!!why dont i just get myself a tag sayingBeware: Causes trouble and extreme sadness for people within a 10m radius.I mean, WTF!!seriously..i thought maybe it would turn out to be the best day of my life...i mean, all this and that...butwith the appearance of those fucking...
Monday, March 30, 2009
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Hold OnI've known you through the yearsI've shared with you all my fearsThen one dayI had to go awayLeaving you behindHoping that I can findA wayFor you to talk to me another dayI hope you're fineBut, I want you to be aliveSo we can another timeOne more timeHold onJust a little bit LongerHold OnI know...
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
wow..floorball camp was FUUUUNNN!!!it was just awesome.. i cant believe...i lasted!! haha4 intensive trainings in 2 days... with suicides after 2 of 'em.. can suck the hell out of anyone...but i feel i play better now.. my passes have improved...i keep my stick on the ground... i m more confident of...
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
wow...u had to say that right??i mean, i know u sucked..but dint know the situation was THAT bad..i mean srsly...thr are like a hundred and zillion things you dint tell me abt..., and by the way u define that screwed up loser word, i think you should consider labeling urself one than me..some people...
Sunday, March 8, 2009
You're not aloneTogether we standI'll be by your sideYou know I'll take your handWhen it gets coldAnd it feels like the endThere's no place to goYou know I won't give inNo, I won't give inKeep holding onCause you know we'll make it throughWe'll make it throughJust stay strongCause you know I'm here...
Sunday, March 1, 2009
it is so difficult to go away...a night worth of risks and a day worth of challengesif i had eyes maybe that is all i could've seenmaybe you should come back,and the winds shall blow again,blow right into my face,and make me go free..i hate being the prisonerof this freaking misery,it is really hard...
Saturday, February 28, 2009
"i wish i could have given more than you could have ever imagined..wish i could have given you that voice to your heart, so as to get inside it and defeat all the evilness in it."i have no idea what it is.. i really dont. i wont even force you to tell me, either.i faintly know what is making you think...
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
"tht was magical."like seriously, i had the same feeling myself.wow... it felt really good.i mean, when you really want something, and you get it the way you wanted it..just feels so nice..and it happened to me during 4.8k also. haha..i really have no idea why you are being so paranoid.. i m so not...
Monday, February 23, 2009
today i witnessed something...something that can make the hardest hearts melt,the strongest legs shiver (and it did happen with me, but not implying that my legs are strong)i was shivering....or atleast my legs were!! I dont know why, but i guess, i found myself in the middle of nowhere...It was just...
Thursday, February 19, 2009
i m just speechless...at one moment i was thinking that i might be able to help you cheer up,but the next i failed to do so..i m such a FAILURE. i guess, i just cant help it.i do give a damn, people.ya.."I saw the bomb in your mind, the fire in your eyes and the timer in your smile but i still dont...
Saturday, February 14, 2009
everything is so blur. like those times when you know something is there...but still you cant find it..i m very very nervous... and i dont think the reason is hidden. maybe not for everyone..yeah..and just a while ago, after reading something... i m about to crash down..it was just like those ending...
Monday, February 9, 2009
watched Slumdog Millionaire today...its an awesome movie...no wonder it has been nominated for about 10 awards at the Oscars'.yea...anyways... had a tiring day today...badminton...b'fast....slack....lunch...practice....dinner.....practice....relax...slack...NOWhahainteresting right??hahanot really..so...
Friday, February 6, 2009
i dont know why its so difficult to let you know the simplest of things in my heart...like srsly! i know direct communication isnt always possible but still..some "ppl" just kicked me right now..straight on my face..i just want to pretend you never sent me tht sms... its so difficult..it just is..the...
Friday, January 30, 2009
i cant stop thinking about you..i just dont know why..maybe its your presence or just my sigh!haha,tht rhymed..hahaya,anyways things feel better now..some small little surprises here and there..but i think there is always some tid bits of joy to cover up for it.but the major setback for me, is when...
Monday, January 26, 2009
"How do u expect me, a blind man, to see when you yourself cant see, even though you are not blind?"well tht does go on to tell whts been happening around me lately. ya!!i dont know why people are like feeding themselves with crap and spitting out at me, just because they think its not tasty enough....
Monday, January 5, 2009
Well this would definitely be on a serious note..or atleast i would try.i wish i could tell someone how much u mean to me...be it di, rj, nj, rhn, ankt, xc...but literally i havent been able to...there is this burning desire in me, to let out those wild feelings, and perhaps selfless emotions that i...