i am questioning my existence...
what in the f'kin world did i do so wrong...that i am having to face the repercussions NOW...
and that too in such a strange and un-fashionable method. I mean, for the legal part of it...i shouldnt care..
but i have to....
coz i just cant see scratches on platinum...
i dont really care about the price rise of gold and the silver and the whatever nonsense stuff....but what i do really care about it...
is something that i really dont have a clue about...

the graph is going down..

i have some plans to execute today..
and i need some results...
coz

yes....

i care
but i guess, i failed to express it...or


but..
i dont know what to say else..
coz everything i do ... the only picture that comes to my mind...
is..



people (NO ONE KNOWS WHO I AM TALKING ABOUT....NO ONE)
acting really really strange..
as if i really care...i mean
superficial behavior is something that i really hate... more than anything..
i could have helped you...
but guess, you chose the other path..

i am not asking you to do as i say, coz
its your life dude..
i mean...
why the hell would i give a fuck about it...




but next time...
when you open up your hunting season in a jungle..
gather information and then use the jungle..

just now it was mme...and therefore,,,
i wouldnt really do anything about it..
coz...

i am not those kind of people...





aaaaahhhhhh

fuck this world..

i cant think about anything else....
ok fine....enough of this hideword language..


straightly


i am sorry...
its too hard for me to see you angry...
i may not..."guys from the boys's..." may not mean anything to you..
(statements....)
but for me...you do mean something alright..
and whatever i am going to today...


is something that should prove it...and if it doesnt...


i would consider myself the biggest looser on this planet..
"the biggest"



more to come..
gtr

cia


I AM SORRY...
hate myself....
:(