i m sorry mom...
but i know you got the hint that i am sad...
but still i dint tell you i am...


anyways thnx a lot for you birthday wishes...mom
and i truely agree that for you i was always born today...

i know you wanted to talk more...but somehow, i just wasnt in the mood to do so...coz
ya


more than anything ...
all those things are happening that i fear so much...

at dinner, suddenly everyone asked me what happened??
how the hell did they knew i was crying...
i mean, my eyes might have been red...but i had wiped the tears properly..

somemore...my heart was burning inside...its so heavy...

only one of the places in my heart is keeping the ventilation properly...
even it has got some problems...but i guess, she would understand..
i know she is different...

:(