why why why...??

as well i was dwelling in the sadness...
and somemore..

now even di's angry with me...

what worse can this get?




i dont know what to do..
i cant concentrate on anything...

i dont really care about my sadness...
but di getting angry with me, is something that i really fear..
(its one of the very few things in the world i fear...i dont even fear god, as much as i fear di's and mom's anger)
i m sorry..
my only hope and inspiration to come out of the sadness is now losing my grip...


i really dint have any intentions about that...please understand this..
i m sorry...


my eyes just blurred for a while..coz of a tear..
hate myself..


imanasshole
:'(

crying...
:'(
;.(

sis i m sorry...pls dont be angry with me..
love you