allrite..
should i now find reasons to kill myself, or should i just live in a world of frenzy that leads nowhere but to a sphere bloody surprises that are so predictable but never the less, not expected from people. I mean should i really find a reason..??
things are on the right track, i guess...and yes, perhaphs i have changed myself, maybe for the good of myself, or maybe even for you..

but does it really make a difference, i mean,
would the world even care about the connections or even the only "line" that was drawn between 2 points. i mean, its alright for me, life hasnt really been worth thanking for, in some ways.

i mean, i stress again, its always me saying the part "Stop, i'll get the bomb, you get the girl"...
but the world really thinks that i am the guy saying "set". for WHAT... i mean, yes i might want to do both the things, coz at the end of the day it all leads to the same result.

INPUT > OUTPUT and a hell lot > than what can be just inferred from the words..
but maybe its unlikely that i am going to get what i have always been waiting for...

people from my past life are coming back to "this" life again, and i am foolish enough to actually give 'em another chance...but i guess, i do feel what it means to be given another chance..



i mean, i agree with nj that, maybe people do lag behind in showing their true emotions and dont really understand it...unless you miss 'em...
but i guess, the "miss 'em" part isnt how i want it to be expressed...
and i guess, people wont really realize until the very very end...
and

it would have been too late...then..

i do care you know...
i mean regardless, of anything...
maybe thats what i would have done..

nvr mind..


well these days i find myself hugging my pooh
a lot...
but guess...

my intentions would always be doubted...
nvr mind..
exceptions are something that people really find difficult to understand...(i mean apart from the fact that, thats the reason they are called "exceptions"...but still)



well i dont really have anything to say,
still in the dark...




well, angel,
i dont know whether anything on this planet will last till the end..
but all i know is there is something that will last forever in me...
something..
something...
that will never be lost...
coz its truely unconditional on my side..

















REFLECT on it..


cia
tk care

adios
Sandesh
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