are u trying to test my patience or what...
dint know you were THAT dumb...

i mean, have you ever given a thought about what you do when in such a situation even before when you are expecting others to do a positive follow up,
come on GROW UP!! alright...

be a bit more sensible for goodness sake....
stop thinking about "$hIt"

alright...
if it has to happen, it'll happen...if it doesnt, then i m sure it'll someday,
you just have to wait until then,...

so what, if you are gonna cross over...
its not a necessity...right,
you are still alive without it right???

wth..
dint expect this...


anyways...

well, the day was quite screwed up,
seriously, even though it was a half day,

like HELL
and somemore,

some person (who is very sensible) displayed the utmost opposite by getting pissed off at me, by asking me to do things, which my schedule dint permit me to do...i couldnt thats why i said no..

like how in the world, can u think i would dare to say NO when i dont have a good reason to say no...and somemore for you...
sometimes you just overlook these things and instead of trying to understand that somethings just cant be left out like that, you expect everyone to respond positively.

wth,
i dont know what to do,
i have talked about 2 things ready, i dont wanna make it worse by including the third one...
anyways, its not personel, but still, i would have done it anyways, cause,
I M NICER...
like lol...

so ya,

now the FUN part,
went Valhall with the seniors....they organised a LAST fun games session for themselves...
played with them for a while...
before starting training the girls....


omg,
the GIRLS are like so bad at aiming..
They literally SUCK......,
i mean i dont have any words for that...

but looking behind my own history in the game, i wasnt better than a noob at there level,
so i guess, if i'd have been in their position that time, i would have sucked even more...yeah..


lol,
Yan had the girls do the defence play up with the J1 girls...

the j1 girls owned the ip girls like nobody's business...haha

ya, so basically after that,

Kim, Anabel and Amy were trying to hit me with the ball..
but apprently,
they SUCK big time,, cant hit me from a distance less than a metre..
but its hard to hit me...


you know its said...
'CyberBeast cant be caught.."
lol

haha
so ya,
played for a while KL and the girls who stayed back,
ate at KFC, haha, (V11 dinner...like that)
with KL, Fiona and Amy


oh ya, i forgot to add one more thing...

Fiona can rotate around a point until like crazy...
and its freaking imba...

i mean, if she can get her drag shots correct, she can be a whirlwind in the field eh...
omg..


what tha hell...
the first time she did it, i was like...

i couldnt speak anything for some seconds or so...
and somemore she did that with a Flat Blade...
she calls it the "Teletubbies"..
lol

omg..
anyways...
yan introduced me and the other girls, to this Swedish under-19 player...Robin

haha,


ya

i gotta go sleep now...
tomorrow is a big day...


gotta start mugging up soon,
EOY catching up ready...


the final sprint analogy is quite impressive.

"try not to be selfish, and everything will look nicer"

cyberbeast..

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wth...
am feeling so freaking down...and i dont really have a reason for that..


:(
today is so busy...aaaah,
even though its a half day..

planning to go training l8r...


"ppl are so selfish!!"

haiz..
anyways..


l8r

Sandesh

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Yesterday was one day, i'd never like to forget...
i mean, i cant imagine the girls improved until like that...

and i wont really "not" relate the influence of the A-Div games on them..


taught the girls, some Free Hit tactics and other basic things..before the match,
and unbelievably the girls follwed what i said...
and defended like 8+ goals because of tat...


so in a way,
they are PROGRESSING...i wont really say they are THERE...
but i guess, they played their first REAL floorball game ystrday..

and no doubts...
they did well..


ya

still have to make them realise some basic things like defence...


haha,
ya


Banana, Chimp, BigChimp, JN, anbl, ky, and kim were all into the game, and i have to appreciate the fact that they did that, in presence of such a pressure...
maybe from me, maybe from Mr. Chow maybe even from the crowd or something...



nearly lost my voice shouting at them...


anyways...in the end, it was worth it...and we WON..!!!
4-3

not an impressive scoreline though, but quite worth the kind of game the girls played.
could have....oops SHOULD have been 5-2.

the reason i added one more goal to our score, is because one of the shots taken by kim, was a goal, but i think the opponents got the benefit of doubt, coz the ref. was at an angle, where, not just him, but anybody wouldnt have been able to have seen the ball...nice guy he is...

anyways...
went subway for dinner, ian joined us there....
had an interesting time,
and after everyone left,
he followed in and amy to the bus stop,

he was telling us about how aggressive HE can be when he's in the court...haha


today is maths test, which i m sure i am confirm gonna fail, coz i m like so freaking bad at differentiation and integration... (gone are the days when i used to ENJOY maths...lol)
PC, Probs and Stats, wont be much of a bother

lets see what happens...
but after that


the final run will start...
and the sprinting part will come soon...
cant wait for this race to finish...


but then after the finish, it will make me realise the loss i'll be going through in like another 3 quarter of a year, and then among the happy people,
i'll be left destitute, but i'll find the LOSS in my HEART, forever...whenever i want...

(P.S. - Stop thinking about IT)


CyberBeast..
Sandesh









and for some person..

keep smiling (copyright)
"coz i want to see u laugh loudly, when u are with me"


Bbye
gotta rush to the school...now



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WtF...
thats like the only thing running in my mind at the moment...and well i guess, i have valid reasons for that as well....


went to support the A-Div's final match....and i was just shocked to see how pathetically VJ was cheated.
The first goal came off from the opponents in like less than 10 seconds of the start...
the later part was even more interesting...


the F'ing refree, was an East View Sec. Student...like wth,
(a sec school student refree for A-Division match...is this a freaking joke or what??)

The F'ing refree decided to give a goal, when it wasnt one...and l8r after a hell lot of shouting and screaming at him, he had to take his bloody decision back.

YJ were playing like some jackasses,
almost everyone got hurt, edvard was the most injured...he was bleeding...


The ref... sent out 2 VJ players (2 minute penalties) continuously for no reason...
i was just waiting for a fight to start...



i heard coach ian shout at the refreee "You SUCK lah..refree.... SUCK"

but anyways.... we lost in the end...
and now we have been placed 4th position in the A-Division.

And since i am talking about floorball already..
i'd like to let a few ppl know...

that tomorrow's match.. (ip Girls match)
is not gonna be an easy one from my side...

somebody just crossed limits today,
and as our seniors have been teaching us,
"Floorball is a TEAM game", everyone will suffer because of that "somebody" and mind me when i say EVERYBODY.

i m in no mood of ordering people around ( i nvr was doing that anyways...but since, the jokeing, happy-go-around style dint fit in here..., i cant help it now)


u asked for it...
u pay for it...

simple trade rules...


anyways...
cant wait for tomorrow...
gotta go practice maths now...
tet on thursday,

PC, Prob and Stats...NP
Diff and Intgr, will be the challenge...


lets see,
what i'll do,

but maybe i am always open for WORDS...and a nice li'l chat wouldnt be troublesome i guess..
i am always ready to revert back my decisions...
only if ,

YOU MAKE THE MOVE, (i m always noticing it...)

too much ready...


FU YJC


I can give u another chance... (i.e. if u want)

Cyberbeast

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hey

quite a long time since i updated the blog..so i thought maybe i should do that today..
lol

so welll things are qutie fine these days..
and i havent been feeling tired lately...coz of dont know what RUNNING in my mind..
but nonetheless...
its enjoyable..
was..


hhaha
bought my floorball stick at last...woohoo..
yeah..

An Exel Scream 2.7 - The only stick fitted with the Mega Tahka blade
ya...

i'll post more pictures of my stick later...
cant wait for the next training..

yippee..


lol
well,
yesterday was quite a hectic day..
the ip girls are participating in some floorball tournament at Valhall.
went to coach them for the match, Mr chow thinks i got potential to teach them...
lol

i'll decide tht l8r...
the girls lost..haha

11 -0
lol

not a bad score though, but that girl from Bedok Town team was quite good at her drag shots..
6 goals out of the 11 were drags by her... and the rest were either lucky or own goals..
yups...

had an interesting time with ian after the match,
played a fun game...haha,

but ian communicated something in that game..
defense is the basic requirement for an attack..

lol
but true..


oh...
gtg

i have electives at DSO until 630pm
aaaaahhhh




bbye
:D

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"The Diary Of Jane"
Breaking Benjamin

If I had to
I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?

And I don't mind
If you say this love is the last time
So now I'll ask
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

No!

Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
So tell me how it should be.

Try to find out what makes you tick.
As I lie down
Sore and sick.
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

There's a fine line between love and hate.
And I don't mind.
Just let me say that
I like that
I like that

Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
As I burn another page,
As I look the other way.
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
So tell me how it should be.

Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love.
Die for anyone
What have I become?

Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
As I burn another page,
As I look the other way.
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane.

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well....
contrary to what people are thinking about my last post...
i think i should explain what was meant by the last post..


Me + 0 = Mystery

When i started out with nothing, "0", it was almost like a mystery to me, coz evn i dint know the solutions...

Me + 1 = Fun Outing

After a while, i found certain clues that made me happy, the same happiness, you get when u find something that had been lost for a long time.

Me + Angel = LIFE

And when i met this amazingly awesome person, i realised that, idols are something, that i need to havr in life...and that is when i started thinking about life..about my future... and the time (life till now) i spent finding that idol.

Me + Angel + LIFE = L O V E <3

now, when i put everything together, i remind myself, of all the moments, and events that occured...makes me appreciate them and learn from them...
ya..

but maybe the last post dint really reflect what i wanted to say...in my last post..
but well, now that i hve posted everything...





:(
well its alright, i mean, its true...i dont know anything, abt " " relations...
thts why, i came to u, to experience it, learn from it...and believe it or not, I AM.

but if u think so, then i guess, it has to be true..
since
at the end of the day...

Presumptions does fills the mind of the third person.

i dont know what to do,
i am in a shock after coming to know certain things...but

well, i think i lagged behind somewhere..
having high fever, right now...

but guess, thats truly irrelevant to the topic...


i gotta go...

i m very very sick right now, and i dont feeel like posting anymore...



shocked...
:(

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Me + 0 = Mystery
Me + 1 = Fun Outing
Me + Angel = LIFE
Me + Angel + LIFE = L O V E <3

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well,
i dont know what to say,
i mean,

my absence is just the right thing...as it is visible, but if thats one of the paths, then i dont mind taking it for the sake of...

deep inside me those small things, hit me like a dart..
but haiz, no one can do anything much about it...


guess, those expectations, those dreams were like just just blurred...
MY FAULT!!!,

but, was there any intention of commiting it unless, there is a reason...its too hard, to tell,
it just is...
thought maybe atleast you'd understand it...
yes..


so well, today was quite lazy, IN a SENSE...yups...
the movie was quite ok, the concept was okay...
and now, i m sitting at changi, trying to do dont know what...





wait was that a deep head...or a deep pain in the heart..?????????
maybe the later....











. .
-


Cyberbeast...

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haiz,
i feel so down so not in the mood to do anything..

i mean come on anyone would feel the dame way...and esp. when its abt someone you've known from the first second you stepped on this planet. omg...i was freaking sad ystrday,
went cycling to ECP to relieve myself..guess, it was not that bad after all...

omg,
her voice was like almost like crying...

aw man..

anyways, well
i dont know what to say, i m getting that weird feeling again, and i am not too sure, whether i am sure about it or not, haiz...
nvr mind...

well
went roller blading to ECP with di,
was gr8 fun
her new blades are nice....and well i m hoping she'll blade faster in some another 3 or 5 tries...

listening to her is like something i can cherish in my memories forever....but apparently, i wont be able to get such chances forever...

:(

guess, relations are s'posed to be like that....
if and only IF
i could...


sigh



i'll post sumtime l8r..

Sandesh

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