haha
well...its all so contradictory, you expect something you get something else...
but
in a way its better for your self...

so now i am in India....Incredible India as the Tourism Board tags it..lol..

well surprises are all that i have been getting and when i say surprises....it includes the whole range from bad ones to the good ones...

left for grandma's place soon after landing in India to celebrate diwali.....was....fun...the firecrackers, the sweets....evrything...
missed SOME people like hell...which l8r proves out to be nothing at all...

LOL

so much of travelling made me sick...and i wasnt well throughout the journey.....but then my energy recovered....when the I people decided to go back to our previous school on Children's Day....was quite fun...the teachers....FRIENDS,...and friends......

i couldnt help remembering all the sweet memories i had of that school...my school....My Apeejay...
coz

Soaring high is my Nature...lol

Also met the "missing" ppl (different context).... but it seems that i have always been putting 100%+ efforts.....but the output is never above 20%...so what would one do in such a situation...
well
all that is not in my hands...its how they have seen the world around themselves...but even then.....'the input' would always be 100%+....for everything...

after coming back got to hear some really depressing news....from a really nice person...whom i was waiting to chat with in a while..

and you wont imagine...
all LP videos that i tried watchin that day...i couldnt stop remembering 'the news'...i mean why does this supposed to be happening.... are relationships* made just to be broken....just as they say..."RULES ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN ....

even in this case...its not intentional breakage...its just circumstances...i do feel he doesnt go..
but sometimes we have to agree...that we arent capable of doing everything....
i guess...that was the END for the Libels....atleast for me....

maybe something big is in future...
i m trying to be my best....
although...i commited a huge mistake today...
i m not afraid to accept it....but i need to learn from it...

nvr ever am i gonna do it again in future....TRUST me...

i have been thinking about a lot pf people back in the IP these days....and
suddenly from nowhere...pops out a name in my mind that i never even expect to think of...
well i guess....
anger is what defines the limits...


someone asked me, why do i keep my blog so emo....so so not very understandable...
well here's the answer..

dude/dudette's
its not that its intentional...just that...i dont want everyone to know what i m saying...if they are brainy enough (like some...who have "OUT OF THIS UNIVERSE" extraordinary guessing powers...they can interpret the meaning correctly) and i also intend to put the theory of the intended readers....i expect only some people to really get the meaning of all the crap that i type in...

and with that...i
guess i gotta go
now

very late ready...
need to revise...haha...yeah...

btw
I will show 'em all that i can do everything that they can do...and no doubt that i can do it better...
mark my words..

take care$ guys...
missin y'all...
some1...

SaNdEsH

Hoping to see a colourful future....and a golden past....so that i have a bright and shiny present.......
......
....

lol

i know i sk @ it....but its worth giving a try...