well,


i guess,
atleast someone saw me doing what i was "actually" doing...
and appreciated me for that..


well, i think, none of this is gonna work,
so its better that i 4get everything, like i always do....

or else, i quit...and let someone suffer...




whatever i do, i do coz i wanna dedicate it to you...
or else, why in this F***in world am i here to do some crazy stuff, with a non-functional feet and and pulled muscles...


i m doing this for you...Believe me or not..
but i guess, its gonna way too long when people actually start realising that..



i mean,
i remember some sentences that you once told me...

".....for a long time, rather than......just met"

i m not telling you, that you are wrong or what,...
but all i m asking you to do is to analyze this...




of course, i can read the first comment in your mind... "what tha heck is your problem...?",
but ya, with that, i m also not expecting considerations...


icare

i had dream last nite....
the events were quite similar to what is actually happening now...


but somehow...


the ball did curl, and...


and
i was alone..



all alone...






but in contrast to that, i would always remember

"i appreciate......"




nvr mind....i guess,
its gonna be too late till it is realised that all that was interpreted was all wrong, only one truth prevailed in all the posts...

and that is..

icare...more than anything,


loves,


Sandesh
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