recovering recovering...
but still shocked...


i m expecting a dramatic ending...
but will it happen..


i mean, with the prospect of things going wrong these days...i dont really think something like that is gonna happen...
its still trying to push me to kingdom come..

its all my fault...
but its still not too late..
i can catch up..

and kick up some ass..
next year.. if it ever comes without troubles..

Style...
Imba..

haha
but it will be true..

i am not really sure...
why ppl are saying things...doing something else..
and then acting as if they never did anything...
but i dont really care about it..

i mean..i have really given up on ppl...


whether its Angry... or whether its some f'ing idiot..

all i care about now is just this ONE..


had a very nice dream last nite..
i dont want to describe it....its too supernatural to believe..

but i wish comes true...
i'll consider my life worth if it comes true..

and to really make it possible..
i have initiated the Master Plan..
and i hope to see its success..



ppl remembering the past...
being haunted by the memories of the past..

but how to say... all that happened was a reason...and happened for something that wasn't really pre-decided...in that sense..
but
all i would say is..

Be Careful...
i dont want any element of sadness...coz of this..

but also keep in mind...that your decision is what is my stand too..

i dont know...whether the string will fit..
to fine tune... it
to give the perfect note..


maybe the vibrations would be correct..
maybe who knows..


i question..



tonite's practice was avg..
i mean...considering certain things..
ppl are trying their best..
but are bound by their attitude...to screw up their so called "best" which isnt really their best in any sense of the word..

so ya...


i dont know...the final outcome..
the high expectations of "others" would not be fulfilled by us...i am sure...
i mean...
this is not the way things are supposed to be done...and
especially when something is being done in VJ..

but i cant even make the others realise it..
got (l)amb(s), g(c)ar(s)and many others to kill the moment..

but as i have been mentioning these days..
i have given up on these f'ing ppl...

MAYBE they would realise what i
was always trying to say...and what they always thought
was OFF THE point...


let them ashame themselves..
lolz..


i dont even feel like watching...the "moves" (i suck @ paraphrasing) i liked..
and ppl can still encourage me to keep me away....even after knowing the HARD TRUTH...

Guess....i am not able to communicate...
heck care...


anyways..


a number of competitions lined up...and i have to prepare for them...

waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting..
for the next moment...


i'll try..


tk care
Sandesh
:D