"How do u expect me, a blind man, to see when you yourself cant see, even though you are not blind?"

well tht does go on to tell whts been happening around me lately. ya!!

i dont know why people are like feeding themselves with crap and spitting out at me, just because they think its not tasty enough. i mean come on, you are the people who made it up (such things dont even exist) on ur own, and then why blame me for it.

anyways a quick recap of the week..



pool, cards, xbox, halo(ing), winning eleven, pet society.. yeah
haha
lolz.


went cycling with amb, sgr, ysha, smya and vshn..
i cant believe i actually remembered the path... it was so fun!! the wind, the darkness, the forest, the aeroplanes, the runway, the sea and of course the sand and the cardboards used to sleep on.. haha..

but i guess, some really NON ENTHUSIASTIC EXTREMELY SELFISH creature took some of the results for personal gains and advantages, which i find really hard to believe. Even more harder is to actually believe that another person, probably the most closest to me, actually settled up on own conclusions and without showing any sympathy for my state decided to get angry at me.... i mean come on...

pleeeeease, i m not lying and its definitely not possible for me to actually stand up against you..


maybe u r stuck inside ur own mind, which does not allow you to get out of it and look through somebody else's too. the web inside ur mind, which was ( and i always think, is) the most delicate one i have ever seen, is what made u special. i still do think u r very biased in this whole issue, but even then, i m ready to apologise (and according to what i remember...i alr did!) guess, its not cause of u, maybe its ur surroundings itself. i know and undrstnd the fact that ppl change, but nvr knew they do so much, when only a little negativeness fills (anothr person) the atmosphere.
ya..


and some basic points to remember for the week..

- NEVER TRY DIRECTLY SHOOTING INTO THE GOAL, IT ALWAYS FAILS (XBOX, WINNING 11)
- NEVER CLICK PHOTOS OF CERTAIN PPL (ANOTHER PERSON ADDED TO THE LISTS)
- NEVER EVER FORGET TO SLEEP AT NIGHT, COZ MAYBE CERTAIN PPL WOULDN'T MIND SAYING "SO WHAT IF U DINT SLEEP?" AND FORGET HOW DIFFICULT IT IS EVEN TO STAND, IF FOR SOME REASON YOU HAVE TO STAY UP.





- NEVER DO THINGS FOR OTHERS, COZ EVEN IF YOU DO (LIKE I HAVE) YOU MAY NOT BE EVEN APPRECIATED FOR IT. YOU MAY NOT EVEN BE KNOWN TO HAVE DONE IT.
HOW EASY IT IS FOR PPL TO FORGET EVERYTHING RIGHT??!?!??!


So i guess, this week would be all the more, filled up with controversies, and wrong mindsets of ppl (as if i actually give a damn) and also more sms's from someone (not me) trying to convey the very msg "FUCK OFF"...


i hope time passes by soon... sooner than thought..
cant believe i actually said that..




:(