i dont know why its so difficult to let you know the simplest of things in my heart...like srsly! i know direct communication isnt always possible but still..


some "ppl" just kicked me right now..
straight on my face..

i just want to pretend you never sent me tht sms... its so difficult..it just is..

the game is getting more and more difficult to play.. the players are having wrong impressions of me..and i hate when that happens...

i guess if i could scream my lungs and my vocal cords out..
i'd just love to say..

"I CARE COZ I WANT TO. MAYBE U DONT KNOW WHY! COZ IT WAS JUST TO EASY FOR YOU ALL THE WAY ALONG. MORE THAN THAT YOU'D NEVER EXPECT SOMETHING LIKE THIS. THE VERY FIRST TIME ALWAYS SUCKS... AND ITS FUCKING PAINFUL. I'LL REALLY BE OUT OF MY MIND IF I STOP. I WISH YOU COULD DIVE INTO MY MIND, AND UNDERSTAND WHAT IS IN THE BLOODY PLACE.."

and i really have no idea why i m crying right now..
well to really state there are many reasons..

i miss a LOT LOT of people..
but i guess, none of them care..

maybe some do..







"The day you realise why it was important, the river would have dried up!"




FUCK!
i dont have anything else to say..


have a nice week ahead selfish people...


I Want You
Savage Garden

Anytime I need to see your face
I just close my eyes
And I am taken to a place where your crystal mind and
Magenta feelings take up shelter in the base of my spine
Sweet like a chicka cherry cola

I don't need to try to explain;
I just hold on tight
And If it happens again, I might move so slightly
To the arms and the lips and the face of the human cannonball
That I need to, I want to

Come Stand a little bit closer
Breathe in and get a bit higher
You'll never know what hit you
When I get to you

Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh, I'd die to find out
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh I'd die to find out

I'm the kind of person who endorses a deep commitment
Getting comfy getting perfect is what I live for
But a look, and then a smell of perfume
It's like I'm down on the floor
And I Don't know what I'm in for

Conversation has a time and place
In the interaction of a lover and a mate,
But the time of talking, using symbols, using words
Can be likened to a deep sea diver who is swimming with a raincoat

Come stand a little bit closer
Breathe in and get a bit higher
You'll never know what hit you
When I get to you

Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh, I'd die to find out
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh I'd die to find out

Oooooh yeah, oooh yeah

Anytime I need to see your face
I just close my eyes
And I am taken to a place where your crystal mind and
Magenta feelings take up shelter in the base of my spine
Sweet like a chicka cherry cola

I don't need to try to explain;
I just hold on tight
And If it happens again, I might move so slightly
To the arms and the lips and the face of the human cannonball
That I need to, I want you

Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh, I'd die to find out
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh I'd die to find out

So can we find out?

Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh, I'd die to find out
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh I'd die to find out

Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh, I'd die to find out (I'd die to find out)
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you (ooh can we find out)
But, ooh I'd die to find out