heya



those looks, those feeling in the heart,
those tight expressions..
suggesting to doubt myself...

i mean, apart from all "that"
my basic aim in life is to become a GOOD PERSON...

and the person, whom i could think was the best
possible person around me, who could tell me the about my progress towards my aim....

seems to be DISPLOMATIC...

but if thats the way, i guess, my progress isnt that much...i mean according to the reply..
but i thought i am progressing in that direction already.

i'll try asking the same person the same question after another 6 months...coz
i guess, or should i say, I believe in that person, to an extent that even this life is rather unnecessary..


but guess..
it'll take time for me to understand somethings...that are waiting to be communicated to me..
and suggesting that...
it isnt really possible to achieve the state that i am trying to achieve in partnership with you.


engel,
i can know all the things running aroung your mind, like a restless child running in a garden..
but maybe reception is the ability i am limited too..

but its instilled in me..
to...

to...
to...






aaarrrrhhh

Ich habe wollte immer jemand, jemand, das mich verstehen kann, jemand wissen und verstehen, das eine einzigartige Einzelperson unter der Masse sein kann jemand gerade wie mein schöner Engel. die Welt versteht nie meine Liebe.

ich liebe Dich, meine Schwester.

went ECP cycling...after a gap of 4 days...
went to the NEW spot...and circled 10 times around "that"....marking somebody i just love to call..

the 10 times represents something...(*(*with proper spacing and punctuation[ifany]*)*)
waiting for your hand to reach me..

waiting for your words...
waiting for you to say it again..
" i'll always be your sister "


LINKIN PARK
The Little Things Give You Away

Water grey

Through the windows, up the stairs

Chilling rain

Like an ocean everywhere

Don't want to reach for me do you

I mean nothing to you

The little things give you away

And now there will be no mistaking

The levees are breaking

All you've ever wanted

Was someone to truly look up to you

And six feet under water

I Do

Hope decays

Generations disappear

Washed away

As a nation simply stares

Don't want to reach for me do you

I mean nothing to you

The little things give you away

But there will be no mistaking

The levees are breaking

All you've ever wanted

Was someone to truly look up to you

And six feet under water

I Do

All you've ever wanted

Was someone to truly look up to you

And six feet under ground now

I Now I do

Little things give you away

Little things give you away

Little things give you away

Little things give you away

Little things give you away

(Little things give you away)

All you've ever wanted

Was someone to truly look up to you

(Little things give you away)

All you've ever wanted

Was someone to truly look up to you

(Little things give you away)

All you've ever wanted

Was someone to truly look up to you

(Little things give you away)

All you've ever wanted

Was someone to truly look up to you

(Little things give you away)

All you've ever wanted

Was someone to truly look up to you

(Little things give you away)

All you've ever wanted

Was someone to truly look up to you

(Little things give you away)

LINKIN PARK

In Pieces

Telling me to go

But hands beg me to stay

Your lips say that you love

Your eyes say that you hate

There's truth in your lies

Doubt in your faith

What you build you lay to waste

This truth in your lies

Doubt in your faith

All I've got's what you didn't take

So I, I won't be the one

Be the one to leave this

In pieces

And you

You will be alone

Alone with all your secrets

And regrets

Don't lie

You promise me the sky

Then toss me like a stone

You wrap me in your arms

And chill me to the bone

There's truth in your lies

Doubt in your faith

All I've got's what you didn't take

So I,

I won't be the one

Be the one to leave this

In pieces

And you

You will be alone

Alone with all your secrets

And regrets

Don't lie

So I,

I won't be the one

Be the one to leave this

In pieces

And you

You will be alone

Alone with all your secrets

And regrets

Don't lie