all i want to say is that...
people are damn wrong about what i have been writing on my blog...and maybe i just would like to clarify with all those bastards who think the way they are .... (WRONG). please dont keep on making fuckin interpretations out of my blog...

i know you knew it...but you never bothered to tell me or even confirm with me....i trusted you for a friend (maybe for something else too..) at the moment...you broke my promise and i am very sad about that....i knew this is going to happen....but lemme just tell ya...no one and i really mean no one....except 1 person knows about all the freakin bullshit going around here....i dont care about anything now...as i mentioned this earlier on my blog too...people do matter a lot for me and i can freakin do anything for them....and maybe for the better..... i m doing this too...i m forgetting everything....everything for u...... BOTH..

i knew this was going to happen....it always has been....
and in this freakin whole situation...there is no one to support.. me (maybe there is...indirectly yes there really is someone..infact 2 ppl only...)kndn "ampersand" nh
i dont carea about anything else now...

i m all alone again...as usual...(cant expect anything else...)
maybe i should never try doing this...ever in life...
maybe "the thing" isnt for people like me....or should i specifically say for ME...

i m very pissed off at this moment...and i dont care what is happenin in the blog.....maybe its too late to tell the people what all this really about...cause they have fuckin made their own interpretations about things....because of which.... i guess...even U have made your own mind....so its better...i fucking do against myself...and forget all that was there....

but dont worry...i might change....but its for the good..but even then.....i will always be there for you....even if you are wrong...cause there is that delicate relation that forms between two people...coming only from side...that cant be broken (even after being so delicate)...and maybe this might hurt me even more....but I do and will always love(d) you...

i m changing....and thats about it...
blackout rulz...and the lights are out....

SaNdEsH
ByeBye....maybe the old ways are better...


fuck you sandesh.....
listen to others...