ya...i think i am getting....very very distracted by all that is happening....maybe...
it had to happen
but even then...i think i am changing....and maybe that is noticeable..already hurt my arm...
i just cant ...i mean its very difficult...
everytime i see that again and again...i just cant get it off my mind....why did u lie...WHY....only and only if u had told me earlier.... i hate myself..

bt i do love you....

why...am i doing this i dont know..shouls i do this or not...i dont know....cause i am all alone, no one to tell me what is happenin and what is happenin...
i think i SUCK...no need to think...i do

FuckU
SaNdEsH

maybe this is my last post today...

MAYBE