i dont know what to say NOW>.....
was reading some blogs....
all had the same intentions
what the hell is happening......everywhere...
i mean its like....freakin not what is supposed to be happening

i couldnt take it...
went for some informal roller blading training...
did 75 laps in 27.5 minutes.....
heartbeat rate max. - 184 per minute...

i think i need to go for some high speed cycling somewhere....i m searching for some hotspot velodromes in singapore...but i dont think there are many around here..

i think...speed is what makes me forget the environment i am in....
that speed can come in different styles...
self
aided
or sports

i feel like skydiving without parachutes....in the ocean...or maybe even on land....i just need it
i m a daredevil....i dont care about what happens to me

as well no one cares now....so why should i?
i m not sure qwhy Nh is behaving like that....i m not sure...why she is misinterpreting things that are already so clear enough....
something that i realised is that COINCIDENTS CAN OCCUR....thers no one saying that they are at 0% probability...

please please....
i am just hoping to let the things come back to normal....and that
i get a clue of it.....NOW

please if you are reading this....please try to understand that....friends are also important to me
and some people....whom once i trust...i just cant let them go off...even if they want to....
i do let them go if this makes them happy....but i always return back for help....(even if this doesnt make them happy....but i know it is right for them....)
please get the entire message behind this correctly....i can understand what you might be thinking but there is nothing like that. if you want i will tell who the person is straight....face to face.....but please....




aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
my leg muscle paining again

okay i think i should end here....
think i need to massage my leg

SaNdEsH
Adios

there's nothing like that.....